I feel like I’m caged inside my own thoughts and mindset. I want to be a free spirit and be extroverted, try everything this world has to offer and make a fool of myself. Maybe its just me comparing my monotonous life with that of his life. I find myself looking at his instagram highlights and compare my life with his.

By nature, we arent that different from each other. I’m introverted around people I don’t know, same with him. I’m really extroverted around people I know, same with him. But how is he having a much better and happening life compared to mine? Why does my life feels so depressing?

Maybe it is what people blame social media for, that we end up comparing our lives with that of others, but arent we suppose to compare and grow? Maybe he compared his life with others and brought in the change in his life so that he can have all the fun this world has to offer? or maybe hes out there comparing his life with someone else and have the same thought as me, that his life is so boring and depressing compared to that of someone else.

But If there were no comparison then one cannot grow in life. You’ll never try to be better if you’re so full of yourself or if you feel like you are just where you’re supposed to be at.

Maybe people say social media is bad because they themselves end up comparing with others and just to cope with it they ask others not to use social media?

To be honest I dont know where I’m getting at and wheres this coming from but I just want to say that I wish I could be more outgoing and have a more exciting life. I wish I could be more spontaneous and not care about what others think of me. I wish I could just live in the moment and enjoy life without worrying about the future or the past. I wish I could just stop caring about people so much and just do what I want to do.